Loneliness...

Do you realize that I always think too much in the night ? I feel so fragile lately . Everything that happened to me is always remind me of you . My mind and thought is full of you . I'm so tired , really . I miss you too very much . We used to quarrel and argue when last time , is me don't know how to considerate your feeling . Thought you was trying to find some trouble and always angry of me without any reason . I thought girls are trouble before . Because that time , i really don't know how a person missing their love one is so suffer and helpless . But me , never want to try to understand how are your feeling .How are those feeling that missing of somebody that you love . Is so tired . I'm really sorry , now , i really deeply understand how true you love me before . If the GOD let us start over again one more time . I swear , I rather do anything just for you , even my life . I started can't live without you . Without you , my life is so empty , fallen . Finally , I realized I never stand at your side and support of you . I just wish I can give you all my best . I'm trying my best . We talked about many things about our future , and where are we plan to travel , many many joyful things that happened to us . I really can't forget about it . Yeang , I really cherish you so much . I hope to see the smile on your face every single day . Only you can give me what i needed . I really so miss you , I miss your hug , your kisses . And the Lovely touch of your hand on my skin . Where are you , I miss you so much . I was wrong .Day after day , I'm going insane of you . No matter how my heart breaks , I always waiting for you .